The unknown bitterness of men, do you have it?

We had two satisfying sexual experiences that night, but this was also the beginning of my depression. My wife's sexual desire is too strong and this bothers me a lot. Especially after that incident, she became even stricter with me. A man needs to have a career and cannot always stay by his wife's side, but her desire is too strong, what should he do?

Before I married my nurse wife, I heard people say that most female doctors and nurses had mysophobia, which made me afraid to drink, smoke, or eat raw onions and garlic before dates. I didn't expect that my wife is even more careless than me. Although she is a pretty girl, she often doesn't even take a pack of napkins from her bag. Once after dinner, I happened to forget to bring it, so I had to donate my snow-white shirt sleeves.

As the saying goes, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. At that time, the more I looked at my nurse wife, the more I liked her. Both of us were born in the 1980s and are the only children in our families who were spoiled. When my family bought a house, her family took care of the home appliances and decoration. Soon we got married and lived together.

At that time, we both happened to have our honeymoon leave, and during our honeymoon we wanted to stay together every day and enjoy the pleasure that sex brought us. By the time I really had to go to work, I was so lazy that I lay in bed and didn't want to get up.

After the novelty of the honeymoon wears off, it's time to get back on track. I work in a commercial organization and usually help draft documents in the office. The work may seem insignificant, but it is extremely tedious and troublesome. Many times, we have to follow our leaders around. However, my wife, a nurse, did not understand this. When she has a day off from work, she stays at home and doesn't go anywhere, and she always calls me. There was nothing serious on the phone, just some trivial questions like "Do you love me? Did you miss me today? What hair did I do? What clothes did I buy?

There are four colleagues in my office and our desks are not far from each other. While others were looking for files on the computer, I was being affectionate here, which was a bit inappropriate. However, I didn't dare to respond with ordinary words. Because then she will be angry and say that I don’t love her. Otherwise, why would I speak to her in such a harsh tone. Sometimes I have no choice but to take my phone and go out to make calls. Once, I saw two female colleagues whispering at the end of the corridor. I hid in the bathroom with my cell phone and spent some time with her. Unexpectedly, the door on the other side opened and the boss came out.

When I was dating my wife and just got married, she always liked to fall asleep with her head on my arm. I guess many women have this hobby. Many women like to lie in the warm arms of their lovers and rub their ears and temples. But, while she is sleeping, I can move my shoulder around, or change my arm.

Every time this happened, she would pout and look unhappy. She often shakes my arm and wipes her tears. There was no other way, so I had to put my arm, which had not yet recovered, under her head, and keep the other arm on top of her to hold her tightly. That's good. She felt sweet and satisfied. But half of my body was numb.

I am the kind of man who looks weak and frail because he wears glasses. However, our married life has always been normal. Enjoyed a lot of happiness between young couples who are in love with each other. I remember one time, we were very excited after coming back from a bonfire party.

Actually, I love my wife very much in my heart. I really want to live with her forever. However, men also need to have their own careers. You need to fight for a life of food and clothing for a woman with your bare hands. So, I also hope that my nurse wife can listen to my thoughts. Don’t pretend to be sick and lie to me that you went home during working hours. Husband and wife should understand each other throughout their life. Only such a woman and man can always give you a happy and comfortable future.