A woman on her first night actually thought about this in bed

After accepting the chastity of his lover, a man gets physical satisfaction and spiritual pleasure, but a woman experiences intense ideological conflicts during the entire process of making love. I am afraid that it is not simply the pain from the hymen, but is mixed with more indescribable sorrow.

At this time, girls often fall into a vortex of contradictory mentality in bed:

In her heart, she was willing to give her body to the man she loved, but afterwards she asked herself whether it was right to do so; therefore, she was both eager and afraid; she loved that man, but was also afraid of that man. She longed for his caress and praise, but was afraid that he would only care about his own pleasure and act recklessly; she was intoxicated by his tenderness, but hated his dissatisfaction.

She hoped she was the first one he had entered.

But she hopes that he is experienced in sex; but she cannot tolerate vulgar words like sexual experience, but requires him to be considerate; she seems very loyal when in love, but is extremely contradictory at this moment; she seems very proud when dating, but feels humble in bed. She was very passionate when she was a girl, and pretended to be noble after becoming a woman.

She was afraid to look at her own body.

At the same time, she is also afraid to face the psychological judgment of a man on her body. Otherwise, why would she always close her eyes involuntarily during sex? Because at that moment she would rather escape from reality and let the darkness cover up the conflicts in her heart.

Men only care about their own enjoyment and have no time to understand the subtle mentality of girls. Maybe after a man makes love and leaves, the woman will secretly curse you in her heart as a stinky man. Of course she still loves you.